In The Beginning

It has been almost a month since my 32 birthday…
Time has flied so quick that I only realized that I have been in this world for quite a long time already.

Looking back on the old days, there have been ups and downs of me. If only I realized that I only lived once earlier, I would plan each and every step I make more carefully.

Well, it all happened already. I am at the stage where I cannot go back anymore. All I have to do is that living the rest of my life cautiously. Trying hard to be the best of me, although many times I find it very hard to do.

Some positive thoughts to console myself are : if not for those bad things I’ve been through, I will not know the good things; if not for those wrong things I’ve done, I will not know the correct things; and if not for those mistakes I’ve made, I will not come across the amendments.

Only God knew exactly what I did and who I was. And only God will be my shepherd towards the end of my life journey. I don’t know what will happen next, but I will leave everything up to Him. I know that I will get the very best when I am with Him.